Let's take a stroll down the memory lane of my artistic journey, back to 2014 when I embarked on a series known as "Living on the Edge of Uncertainty." This particular artwork found its genesis in the wake of a personal tragedy—a chapter in my life that left me grappling with emotions of feeling confined and utterly hopeless.
The central theme that emerged was that of birds—a symbol deeply intertwined with my emotions during that period. These avian creatures embodied a complex mixture of sensations: a sense of being caged, the weight of hopelessness, and an overwhelming desire to escape the clutches of reality.
My creative process began by collecting images of seagulls and various other birds from the vast expanse of the internet. These avian muses served as my artistic compass. I began to sketch them, each taking on its unique form, mirroring the ever-shifting tides of my emotions and the passage of time.
Working on a grand scale, I placed a large, unstretched canvas on the floor—the canvas became my arena, my sanctuary. Here, I wielded acrylic paints with broad strokes and large brushes, translating the depth of my emotions onto the canvas itself.
Several years later, an interesting turn of events unfolded when I was commissioned to recreate this very piece in a different size. This time around, I embraced a combination of oil and acrylic colors. My intention was clear: to produce a bold and captivating work of art. I wanted it to resonate with strength, employing thick paints and gesso, primarily using a palette knife and reserving brushes solely for the background.
As I poured myself into this artwork, I was reminded of a phrase that had once crossed my path: "Once you sign your work, it's no longer yours." How true that rings! I found myself relinquishing the sense of ownership over this creation. In a way, it mirrored the profound lesson life often teaches us—we don't truly possess anything, not even our own creations.
So, dear reader, this is the story of a piece that emerged from the depths of my soul, born from a chapter of uncertainty and the yearning for freedom. It's a testament to the ever-evolving nature of art and the intricate dance between an artist and their work, each carrying a unique story waiting to be shared with the world.
